Showing posts with label thinkin'. Show all posts
Showing posts with label thinkin'. Show all posts

Monday, June 29, 2009

Contemplator


I’ve always thought of myself as someone who was slow to catch onto things.  When I was younger, I thought sex was  just rolling around in a bed naked until about 8th grade. I never really connected the dots. I remember in 5th grade, my girl scout group had a specialist come in to explain he birds and the bees to us and I still didn’t understand. They didn’t use literal terminology they talked more metaphorically. I remember leaving that meeting thinking “what the heck, I still don’t how babies are made!”  I can drive some places a million times and still forget the directions. I’ve never really thought of myself as a contemplator but more as a learn-as-you-go type of person or a play-by-ear. Speaking of these little phrases like learn-as-you-go or play-by-ear, I sometimes realize that I have no idea what these little American phrases mean.

 

Now in my old age, I find myself contemplating everything. I am second guessing myself and my decisions. Caution steps in what I do and say and I allow myself to think.

This baby is just here to demonstrate that most of the time I have no idea what the heck is going on.

ANd I just think that this article is awesome...